Hope doesn't always shout. Sometimes, it just stays. I remember when my world crumbled. I remember it wasn’t all at once. It was a slow breaking. One crack, then another, until it was one too many. My heart, my soul shattered in a million pieces. Each shard sharper than the next. Too dangerous to even … Continue reading Maybe So…
No. 1
A return from silence. A whisper toward home. Dear God, Hello again. It’s been a while. One minute I was walking with you and the next I had turned myself in so many circles I didn’t know which way was straight anymore. I walked away from you unintentionally, but I stayed in the little home … Continue reading No. 1
Was it Letting Go or Giving Up?
I didn’t realize how tightly I was holding on until my grip started bleeding.And I still couldn’t let go. Recently, I’ve noticed that I hold onto chaos like a lifeline. Breathing in its energy and letting it fuel me into survival. I use it like a drug. Each hit I take draws me deeper into … Continue reading Was it Letting Go or Giving Up?
Love & Lonely Don’t Mix
Love and Lonely don’t mixOr, they shouldn’tThat’s what she tells herself In the heat of another argumentIn the chill of another untouched side of the bedIn the dread of another too quiet nightNo, Love and Lonely don’t mixNot in their truest formsNot at allLonely she understandsInnately, naturally, forcibly It is not only a missing pieceBut … Continue reading Love & Lonely Don’t Mix
The Predator, The Disease, What’s Left of Me
Some words don’t come from a place of resolution—they come from recognizing the weight you’re still carrying. This piece is one of those. I once thought of loneliness as a fleeting feeling. An emotion I could control with crowds and noise. A predator that I could actually escape. However, that definition of lonely, filtered through … Continue reading The Predator, The Disease, What’s Left of Me
The In Between
If you had the chance, Would you live in Today or Tomorrow? Today holding presenceHolding emotionsHolding problems needing fixing. Tomorrow holding future, Holding hope, Holding ideas unreachable. Who’s to say which is better or worse? Today, I struggle. Tomorrow, I dream. Today, there is continuity. Tomorrow, endless possibilities. Today offers conflicting emotions. Tomorrow offers dreams … Continue reading The In Between
Do Not Waste Your Divine Positioning
Good morning... or afternoon... or evening! I pray that you have had a wonderful week thus far. I wanted to share what the Lord has been speaking to me recently! God has called to my attention the stories of Esther and Joseph. These stories in the Bible are monumental when it comes to faith and … Continue reading Do Not Waste Your Divine Positioning
The Journey to Healing
Healing... the word that implies a troubled past, a broken heart, and lessons learned the hard way. The word that signifies an intense journey through grief, pain, and regret. It is a process with the opportunity to choose between freedom and bondage and it is mandatory for forward movement in our lives. Often, healing is … Continue reading The Journey to Healing